Gift for the First Child.

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From: jolafici@aol.com (Jola Fici)
Date: 10 Sep 1998 20:33:48 EDT


The last few days had been spent in pain, the children being her only source of comfort. Apart from Aleath wandering through the house looking for DaDa, they didn't seem too affected yet. Jola herself was just going through the motions of being alive.

Jola found the note that just seemed to come from nowhere. As she read it, her mind reeled with her thoughts.

Where were you for your beloved?
We were protecting the children from you! I was here, he was there, to care for them! I couldn't be there for him...
Why was he allowed to pass on alone?
I couldn't be there for him....
Without you there to hold him in his final hours.
I would have, if I'd known....
How must you feel.
*anguish*
What about your children?
The children....they will be fine...they are safe....
What shall they think of the mother who wasn't their for their father on his deathbed as he cried out her name with his last breath.
They don't know..they won't know...I couldn't be there...should have been...

This is something you should think on.

No...yes...I have thought about it...I won't....

Her eyes flashed to a deep, dangerous green and she snarled as she ripped the note. "By god you're not going to live to regret this....." Her fear turned her emotions over and over, until she began to lose reason. Her stability was questionable now.